Story of dp

Day 10

Hello everyone!
Lately, things have been extremely hectic. I can’t manage to get everything done that I want to do, which puts me in a constant rush — I really need to build stricter time management. I even took a day off work tomorrow to sort everything out. So I promise a more detailed post tomorrow, plus photos. That’s it for now — I’m off to get ready for bed.

Hugs to everyone, see you tomorrow!

Checklist:

Wake up at the planned time — ✅️
Meditation — 🚫
Read — 🚫
Work — ✅
Make 1 video — ✅
Workout — 🚫
Write a Telegram post — ✅
Write a plan for tomorrow — ✅

Day 9

Hey guys! Today’s post will be a short one, because I’m really running out of time. Today wasn’t a day, it was pure chaos. Woke up → quickly washed up → straight to work → worked → went to the gym → got home → quickly ate → recorded a video → sat down to edit the video → now I’m writing this post, even though it’s already time to go to sleep.

Today I only slept 4–5 hours, which is definitely not good, but to be honest, I felt more or less energetic. I really need to improve my time management. That’s how it is, guys. On workdays, there’s almost no time left for myself.

See you tomorrow! Sweet dreams everyone!

Checklist:

Wake up at the planned time — 🚫
Meditation — 🚫
Read — 🚫
Work — ✅
Make 1 video — ✅
Workout — ✅
Write a Telegram post — ✅
Write a plan for tomorrow — ✅

Day 8

Hello everyone! Monday is a tough day. Though not that bad for me, since on Mondays I work remotely and don’t have to go to the office — which means I have more time for myself because I don’t waste time commuting. Today I managed to do everything I planned.

Lately, I’ve been working on Shorts/Reels, since I’m planning to organically attract an audience through this format. Today I bought a green screen and tried to improve my videos using it — it’s already looking much better, but there’s still a long way to go.

I went to the gym as well. Right now I’m bulking, which means I’ve put on some fat, but my strength is increasing really well. I’m planning to keep bulking for another year, and then cut to get more defined.

My daily routine is still inconsistent, but after the New Year I’ll definitely work on it.

That’s about it for today — not much, but there isn’t much to share today either. I’m planning to start adding photos to my updates, just not today.

Good night and see you tomorrow!

Checklist:

Wake up at the planned time — 🚫
Meditation — ✅
Read — ✅
Work — ✅
Make 2 videos — ✅
Workout — ✅
Write a Telegram post — ✅
Write a plan for tomorrow — ✅

Day 7

Hello everyone!
So, the first week has come to an end, and here’s what I want to say: I’m really happy that I came back — or rather, that I started this new stage of my life. This week was very productive, very good, and very warm. Over this one week, I’ve done more than I probably did over the past two months.

Sometimes (often), it’s hard for me to find the right words to describe what’s going on in my head, and in general, I struggle to express my thoughts clearly (I’m working on that too). I just want to say that I’m incredibly happy with how everything is going, and I truly feel like I’m on the right path. Yes, it’s only one week, but it already feels very right.

I want to thank all of you, the universe, and myself for all of this. We’ll keep moving forward. I promise I won’t disappear again, and I’ve really changed a lot lately. More to come.

Here’s a short summary of what I did this week:

- Developed spiritually every day

- Went to training 7 out of 7 days

- Didn’t miss work even once

- Read every day and worked on myself intellectually

- Recorded a lot of content (it’s far from perfect yet, but the main thing is to start — and I’m improving it every day)

- Spent a lot of time with my loved ones

- Checked in here 7 out of 7 days

I still need to add learning foreign languages. For now, I’m continuing to improve my English, since a significant part of my life is now connected to it. But soon I’ll need to start learning Spanish again as well, because I’m already starting to forget it, which isn’t good.

I also wanted to record a longer video and post it on Sunday, but I didn’t get around to it. I think starting in the New Year, I’ll be doing those consistently.

Once again, thank you all. No checklist today since this was a weekly summary. I haven’t forgotten about improving posts on Telegram, and I’ll keep thinking about how to make them more interesting and informative.

Good night, and wishing everyone a productive week ahead!

Day 6

Hello everyone!
Today’s post will be a short one, because I simply don’t have time to write a long. It was a busy day — I quickly got everything done and then went to a family celebration. Of course, I would’ve liked to work more, but I can’t neglect family, because it’s the most valuable thing I have, and sometimes you have to sacrifice work for it.

So guys, expect a more detailed post tomorrow!
No checklist today 🙃

See you tomorrow, and good night!

Day 5

Hello everyone! First of all, I want to say a huge thanks to the people who follow me and support me — it truly motivates me a lot!

Finally, it’s Friday, which means that on the weekend I won’t have to be distracted by work and can focus on myself and my art.

Today I wanted to talk about mindset. It’s a very important topic for me, and probably the foundation of everything that comes after. In the past, I had serious problems with my mindset — I was constantly putting myself down, telling myself how bad I was, that I hadn’t achieved anything, that nothing was working out for me, and so on. I thought this would push me forward, but instead it was burying me. Because of that, life felt like a nightmare, and there was almost no joy. I was always lacking money, attention, everything — I lived with a constant feeling of scarcity, which only kept growing bigger and bigger.

And only relatively recently did I realize how wrong I had been. I should have been doing the exact opposite: looking for positive qualities in myself, praising myself for my achievements, and, in the end, loving myself. Being grateful for everything I have — for my family, my friends, food, work, money. Living with a feeling of abundance and gratitude. And when I started doing that, my entire life began to change right before my eyes. First of all, you become much happier and more positive — even if the situation doesn’t change, you literally train yourself to think positively. And secondly, life really does change: good things happen more often, there’s more money, and the things you used to lack start appearing more and more.

What I want to say is this: guys, don’t put yourselves down, don’t complain about lacking something — be grateful for what you already have.

A mindset of scarcity brings scarcity.
A mindset of abundance brings abundance.

Thank you for your attention, and good night!


Checklist:

Wake up at the planned time — ✅
Meditation — ✅
Read — ✅
Work — ✅
Make 3 videos — ✅
Workout — ✅
Write a Telegram post — ✅
Write a plan for tomorrow — ✅

Day 4

Hello again! Today all my tasks were completed, though it’s a bit sad that because of my current job, there’s very little time left for things that are truly important. On top of that, energy isn’t infinite either, and usually after work I don’t really feel like doing anything. But I have to push myself, otherwise there’s no way out of this hamster wheel.

Today I want to talk about my daily routine. For me, the ideal schedule is going to bed at 10:00–11:00 PM and waking up at 6:00–7:00 AM. But right now it’s completely messed up: I always go to bed after midnight and wake up at random times. If I don’t have to go anywhere, I can sleep for 10–12 hours, which is terrible. On top of that, I can also take naps during the day. I actually love sleeping, but sometimes it feels like I’m using it to escape reality, just like I used to with drugs. Until the end of this year, I’m not going to set strict rules for my schedule, because it’ll get broken anyway during New Year’s. But after the New Year, I’ll definitely work on it and start monitoring sleep quality as well. Something like that.

The checklist is the same as yesterday — everything is done, moving forward.

I’ll try to reply to everyone in the comments when there are questions.

Good night!

Checklist:

Wake up at the planned time — ✅
Meditation — ✅
Read — ✅
Work — ✅
Make a video — ✅
Workout — ✅
Write a Telegram post — ✅
Write a plan for tomorrow — ✅

Day 3

Hello everyone once again! Today was a productive day — I did everything I planned to do.

But today I want to talk to you about my job. At the moment, I work as an employee for a small company. My salary is pretty decent, I’m not complaining, but honestly, I never wanted to be a salaried worker. Working in an office has never brought me any pleasure. On top of that, I’m a very freedom-loving person, and I don’t like being told what to do and what not to do. However, since I don’t have another stable source of income right now, I have to work. I know that sooner or later my creative work will start bringing me money, but until it does, I work so I can at least have some income.

Many times people have told me: “Forget about your creativity and just go work normally, like everyone else.” No problem — I’ll work normally, like everyone else, as long as my art doesn’t bring me money. But I will never stop trying to live the way I want to live and earn money the way I want to earn it. I’d rather die peacefully trying to achieve what I’ve always wanted than die without trying and full of regrets. As 50 Cent said, “Get rich or die trying” — I completely agree with him.

Also, yesterday I promised to add a checklist to these posts. For now, it’ll look like this; I’ll change and improve it over time. As I said, I’ll keep improving these posts every day as well. Thank you!

Checklist:

Wake up at the planned time — ✅
Meditation — ✅
Read — ✅
Work — ✅
Make a video — ✅
Workout — ✅
Write a Telegram post — ✅
Write a plan for tomorrow — ✅

Day 2

Hello again! Right away, I want to say that I’d like to keep daily checklists here and, at the end of the day (when I write this post), mark what I did and what I didn’t do. I think it’ll be interesting to read my reports this way. I also have a couple more ideas on how to make these posts more engaging, so we’ll be improving them day by day.

Today went more or less well: woke up → meditated → listened to an audiobook on the way to work → worked → went to the gym → uploaded a video → now writing this post. By the way, all the links to my social networks are already in the description. For now, I’m focusing on TikTok since I’ve just created it, but I plan to improve all my social platforms — Telegram, YouTube, Twitch, and TikTok.

On different days, I’ll write about different things: sometimes about work, sometimes about sports, sometimes about reading, sometimes about spirituality, sometimes a bit of everything, and so on.

I’m still getting used to this format, but I already have many ideas on how to make it better so it’ll be more interesting and informative for you to read.

I’ll also try to reply to comments here every day — but not to everyone and not always, just to be honest.

So, expect a checklist tomorrow, and now I’m off to get ready for bed. Good night!

Day 1

Alright, so I’m going to write my thoughts here every day, as I promised. My Telegram channel will be kind of like a “diary.”

At the moment, I just can’t get my daily routine back on track, so I wake up at the very last moment before work, quickly wash my face, get dressed, and head out.

Luckily, I work remotely on Mondays and Fridays, which is really convenient. But today I took a day off because I went for my annual eye check-up. For those who don’t know, about three years ago I had surgery to improve my vision — it was -2 and became 100%. Best money I’ve ever spent. So, after three years my vision hasn’t gotten worse, but they found some kind of issue that needs to be removed. I’ve had something similar removed before — extremely unpleasant — but the doctor says it has to be done. I don’t want to have surgery for no reason, so I decided to consult another doctor to understand whether it really needs to be removed.

Today I recorded my first talking TikTok, and wow, it’s so unfamiliar and uncomfortable to talk to a camera. But I think it’ll get easier and easier each time.

I skipped my workout today because I was very tired after the eye examination (a bad excuse, but it is what it is).

I’m also trying to read every day, but lately I’ve been listening to audiobooks. I actually prefer reading, but since there’s nothing to do on the way to and from work, I listen to them instead.

Sooo, I think that’s enough for the first day. It’s hard to fit the whole day into a short text, and this format is completely new for me, so I’ll be improving here as well. I’ll try to talk about the most important things and sometimes share what’s been weighing on me. Something like that. Thanks for your attention. (I’ll add links to my social networks to the channel description later.)

Level - 1

I’m finally back, guys.

I can honestly say that I’ve leveled up — and right now, I’m at level 1.

Why did this happen?

First of all, I went through a major shift in my mindset. I think completely differently now compared to before.

About a year ago, I was in a very deep depression. I didn’t want to live, didn’t want to wake up, didn’t want to eat, didn’t want to work — nothing. The situation was so bad that I considered seeing a psychologist. By the way, I think it’s absolutely okay to visit a psychologist if you need help. In my case, I managed to get out of that depression on my own.

I forced myself to believe that my life was actually good. I started focusing only on the positive aspects of my life. Slowly, day by day, my mental state began to improve. The year was still difficult — I sometimes fell back into depressive states — but it happened less often and didn’t last as long.

I tried many different methods to improve my mindset, and I’ll be sharing them with you in future posts.

Right now, I believe I’m in the best mental state I’ve ever been in. From the outside, my life might still look far from perfect, but real change always starts in the mind.

That’s why I’m currently at level 1.

From now on, I’ll be posting daily updates. You can expect posts here every day — about how my day went, what’s new, and how I deal with problems.

There will also be streams, though I’m not sure about the schedule yet.

I’ll be uploading one Short video every other day and one longer YouTube video once a week.

I really hope I won’t disappear again and will keep creating content while getting better every single day.

Most of my content will be focused on self-development, but there will also be entertainment from time to time.

Thank you for being with me.

Всем привет!
Спустя почти месяц я возвращаюсь к вам с новостями. И сразу хочу сказать: с этого момента всё моё творчество будет на английском языке (включая посты здесь).

Простите, мои русскоговорящие друзья — это решение далось мне непросто. Изначально я вообще планировал делать контент именно на английском. На русском начал просто потому, что так было легче. Потом я пытался совмещать оба языка, но это оказалось слишком сложно, а качество контента начало страдать.

Я решил сделать этот шаг сейчас, на старте. Потому что сначала набирать большую русскоговорящую аудиторию, а потом говорить: «Теперь будет only English» — как-то не очень красиво. Те, кто давно за мной следит, а таких мало, уже привыкли к моим перепадам, и, думаю, не сильно расстроятся этим изменением.

Я в любом случае пойму тех, кого это не устроит, и кто решит уйти. К тому же в Telegram есть автопереводчик, так что даже если с английским не всё идеально, прочитать пост не будет проблемой.

Вот такие новости, дорогие. Следующий пост — уже прямо сейчас и сразу на английском.
LET’S GO! 🚀

Level - 0

Я опять сорвался и пропал на два месяца.

Причины:
1) Наркотики
После моего “трезвого лета” и реально самых счастливых и продуктивных дней, я решил себя “отблагодарить” — ну типа, немного расслабиться.
В итоге расслабился знатно. Почти два месяца.
Не каждый день, но стабильно 1–2 раза в неделю “отдыхал”.

И снова понял — я не умею кайфовать и при этом оставаться счастливым и продуктивным. Не получается.
Поэтому решил: теперь “кайфы” — только в последнюю субботу месяца. Зову друзей, включаю стрим, и кайфуем все вместе. Без последствий. (без жести, максимуму алкоголь)

2) Игры (Silksong)
Игры — тоже наркотик.
4 сентября вышла Silksong — игру, которую я ждал больше 5 лет.
Думал: “ладно, поиграю в соло, заслужил же”.
И всё… пропал. На пару недель.
Забил на работу, спорт, питание, всё.
После прохождения просто продолжил играть во всё подряд — лишь бы не в реальность.

Теперь решил: играю только на стримах, либо чуть-чуть вечером, когда всё сделано.

3) Работа
Ещё и работу пришлось поменять. Было не до медийки, но сейчас вроде втянулся — можно возвращаться.

Короче, можно сказать, я снова на нулевом уровне.
Но с самого начала я хотел посвятить себя саморазвитию.
Так что, несмотря на все срывы, откаты, несдержанные обещания — я всё равно иду дальше.

Здесь буду делиться своими результатами, трудностями и мыслями.
Плюс иногда стримить — просто отдыхать и болтать с вами.

Спасибо всем, кто остался.
И даже тем, кто ушёл — без обид, я всё понимаю.

Главное — мы продолжаем.

🙏 Спасибо каждому, кто был на стриме.

Знаете, я поймал себя на мысли: жизнь становится легче, когда перестаёшь играть роли. Когда не пытаешься быть идеальным, а просто позволяешь себе быть. В такие моменты даже простое слово «спасибо» наполняется огромным смыслом.

Давайте будем чаще благодарить жизнь и друг друга — в этом больше силы, чем кажется💜

Скоро запускаю, стрим будет тут и на твиче 🤙

Любимые, простите, что пропал. Было пару дней апатии, ничего делать не хотелось, такое иногда случается😐 Благо это позади😌

Поэтому сегодня вечером жду всех на стриме, будем опять душевненько разговаривать 🙂‍↕️

Ребята, так как я все проспал, стрим будет ночной, давно такого не было, года так 3. Жду тех кто не будет спать 💜

Любимые, поитогам я вчера(сегодня) лёг очень поздно и только проснулся, проспал весь день 🤡